happy spring

today is the first day of spring... and never have i felt depressed on this day.  the weather was interestingly enough also very wonky.  started of as kinda warm in the morning and then got relatively cooler in the afternoon.  

and the sadness will grow.. but that comes with much frustration of this broken ankle that just isn't healing.  and not only that it's causing other problems as well.  i'm not a doctor, but seems to me that broken bones are pretty common of an injury.  I really don't understand how my doctor could have messed this up.  i just really don't understand.  at this point, i will be switching doctors entirely.  it's almost been a year and still really no progression at all since month 2.   

don't really know what else to say or think.  it's not only frustrating at this point, but there's some anger and sad a lot.. a lot.  sometimes it's hard to smile.  fortunately i have a job that i like and enjoy the coworkers i work with.  i mean my salary is such crap, but at least i have a job and we get along!

okay.. no more complaints.. i have some worries about seeing the new doctor.  but faith i will have.  and being positive will win me half the battle!  =)