10,000+!!!

wow..!!! so out of nowhere and no plans but today i hit over 10,000 steps!!  in this weather and on a day like today, i'm surprised and amazed that i did and was able to take that many steps..?  there may be a price that I would have to pay.. well let's see how the night goes.  
if all goes smoothly, there may be a break through.  in which i am very curious of how and what will be the turn out of things too.  in the mean time, doctors regular follow ups are coming soon and fast, one after another indeed! crossing my fingers for only good news.

well.. beloved family member is not in process of delivery their first baby.  situation is interesting and we have yet to see what the night will offer and bring.  praying for smooth and healthy!!

on an entirely different topic.. there were some things that that arose the other day that up until today I am still taken back and surprised at what I heard. in many ways not sure how to digest it nor interpret it.  there are things to say, but nor sure when next time of conversation will be.  this conversation weighs quite a bit.  digesting a bit each day, just still have no idea how to or what to or when to or why to a lot of it.  have some reactions and concrete thinking already.  after processing some, there a bit sadness.  this is a junction that i believe it is essential to communicate about matters.  clear mind would be very important and concise words.  remembering the other night, i tried to share my thoughts some, and those thoughts remain the same and unchanged. 

communication is important.  not just through words, but action as well.