The Road

 
  Loneliness does not come from having no people around you; instead, it's from the inability to communicate the things that are important to you. 
   Loneliness is rarely about empty rooms, but rather about carrying words you cannot say and truths you do not feel safe to disclose. 
   Healing is learning to speak about what matters most, so you are no longer alone with them.  
   This is the road of allowing yourself to be seen and known for who you are. 

   When should I stop working for it? 
  It's most certainly possible that the destination is just one step ahead.  It is also possible that after arriving at my destination, it may end up being the wrong path.  Gonna be optimistic and hope it's correct. 
   "What if" letting go later may be beneficial and what if holding on is worth the pain?  The question here is which one is better: pain of the present or regret in the future? 
   "Why is any choice or decision made never suffice?" Am I being greedy, selfish, ungrateful... life is about the journey and how is the purpose actually determined?  
   Finding a purpose, achieving it, and leaving a footprint (hopefully). These desires may be overwhelming, but they are good.  Perhaps life is about achieving the overwhelming desires that mean a lot to us.  Most importantly being true to our heart to pick those to work on.  Something that sets the soul free from negativity, false expectations, and a flawed mindset.  
   Serendipituously, life is about achieving the balance between letting loose to go with the flow vs. holding on and enduring the ride to attain the pinnacle. It is best to protect my inner peace and happiness from any temporary goals, people, or circumstances.  Staying the course and staying true to myself.  However... if I am wrong, well, at least then I can have a glass of wine and sit by the fire to talk about it.